GRAY ZONE

the 2 sides of me

i think i fully know who i am now. who u are and who u wanna be are 2 completely different things. but in my case i am who i wanna be. i was so lost for a very long time. but now i’m not lost anymore. i finally feel like i belong somewhere. It makes me sad to know that some ppl never will be who they wanna be.

i sometimes feel like a fraud. i was put on anti-depressants almost a month ago to stabilise my mood and make my lows less intense and frequent. my first medication didn’t work so we tried something else. and so far i feel good. but i know that my feeling’s aren’t real because of the medication and this is why i feel like i’m cheating.